25th June 2013

25^th June 2013 – 1.26 am

                Today is HOLIDAY~!!!!!^^ daebakkkk!!! d(>▽<)b went back to sleep after subh prayer and woke up again at…guess what; 12.50 am!!!what a sloth!anyway, had my MEDCY interview today with this voice.it went okay laaaaa…they didn’t ask about the current issues of sport.thank god!although I really want to talk about the incoming SUKMA at upm.sheeeessshh…oh yeah!forgot to mention I had a fast today~wooohooo!!!great job!LuffySara!you fast during HOLIDAY!!!wow~break fast with Nasi Ayam which we bought at KhadijahCafe…yummy~Jamaah prayer and recited Yaasiin 3 times ^^ hm…just heard things…like scary things happened at nearby dorm.thank god didn’t happen here.Please protect us o Allah…this morn’ my mom calls and know about my voice condition.teeheeehee she asked me to buy dequadin or strepsils.on the way, mom~I forgot to buy since I fast today.hm…this morning,,,you see,,,I listened to some songs.and they reminds me of him.darn it!if it was just remembering I;m fine with it but these damn tears came out too??!seriously!how many times I’ve cried for him?i lost count.am I sad that he had left upm?yeah, maybe I do, coz that means we’ll never ever ever meet again.but hey, I should be thankful that if I was still there, I will be more heartbroken, ryt?i guess so…coz most of the memories happened there.but it’s okay if I’ll never going to meet him again.coz I expect nothing from him.yeah~I don’t want me and him together.coz I’m afraid that I’ll never fit him and ended up heartbroken damn severely.so the best thing is to hope that he’ll be with the best girl for him.even if she’s my very own friend.you see, I have this friend…who is reaalllllly close to him.and I just had a knack that he might…may…or definitely like her.well, she’s pretty and nice, briliant, good future housewife.what more to expect?so, just like in the old song, if this really happens, I’ll sing and dance all day long on his wedding day ^^ it is better to be heartbroken like this than being heartbroken by watching him suffering and unhappy living with me.

~when it’s my prince’s wedding

~and the day is full of colors

~I’ll dance to my heart content

~hey yo! teehee