24th June 2013 – 12.25 am
Oerimmariya…UPM-ssi…^^
I’m really happy to be there again!today was my first outing with my
dormmates~we went to MidV,UPM and TheMines.i guess,I was a very successful
tour-guider today!yay~ you see,,,I’m at mostly glad that I DID went to UPM
today…remember last night I said about wanting to meet him?-or at least walk on
the same ground as him.so hey, it didn’t turn out as I expected…instead, I just
get myself a news...which I used to hear a not too long time ago. my friend
said that he had moved from UPM TT_TT you know, when I was in my first sem in
UPM, she said the same thing.coz I went late to class that morning, then
suddenly I saw him climbing the stairs of my college.so I asked her why he
didn’t go to class that day.she said ‘’idk…he moved away…maybe…’’ so…me, who
thought it was true unexpectedly felt a heartbreak.well, act on THAT very day
was my friend’s last day on UPM.i cried for her too, but then I realized that I
cried for him more than I do for her.sheeessshhh…I was gloomy for almost a
whole week.and everytime I mentioned about him to my friend I would cry
(tear-jerker!!!) seriously, this is the first time I cried for a real boy!i
mean…before I used to cry for an anime character, kpop idol, and such
people-people who like, living in another world.but then this time, I did
something that I used to consider as ‘’why the fuss to cry over a boy?he’s
nothing but someone who had nothing to do with you, after all’’ well, I had
that question in mind coz my friend used to cry in front of my very own eyes
because of a boy who she love chose another girl when she had done lots of
things to him.but hey!as for me-at that time I barely know him, and he had no
idea of my existence at all!but I cried because of him???how high is the level
of illogical for this matter??-___- so...after that whole week…miracle(?)
occurred!!!it turns out that the news was wrong!you see, I was taking the bus
back to my college…with my friend at my next seat, and my ears stuffed with earphones,
playing the song ‘’I hope-FTisland’’.then, when the bus stopped at bus stop, my
eyes widen with the presence of the one who made me cried for a whole week!with
that song still playing, I excitedly and accidently hurt my friend just to show
her that he was STILL THERE!she, of course was happy too, for me, though in
pain teeheehee ^^ well, that was the first time we board the same bus ^^ but
then, today…I heard the same news for the second time. only the difference was
that this time this news is a valid true one.he IS not an official Asper
anymore, just like me.he just left UPM without any notice.just like what I did
to my room mate.after each of my stuff was moved to my brother’s house and my
place was empty, I told her that I had moved from UPM.as for him…his room mate
also experience the same thing that my room mate did.he just left without a
note.when his room mate went to his room, his properties and place was clean,
nothing left.she said that he will be studying oversea, medic course…SO…I was actually
happy for him.but then, I was sad too, knowing that we will be (MORE) further
away from each other.though he never know me.but hey, I guess our story was
just like this.i was an unimportant cameo in his life-story but in contra, he
is an important cameo in my life story.we met in different group at first, then
placed into the same group, and finally separate to our own path, that I guess
will never connect us.just like this;
Well,
we’ve taken our own path now.and there will NO way that I will ever get to contact
him.so…he will forever remain as memories~even tough I AM sad, I’m glad that I
know he is not there anymore.at least I know that he will be leaving this
country someday.i really DO hope the best for him!^^ Dear Allah, please DO
protect him wherever he is now or afterwards and avoid him from doing
unpleasant things! Sincerely – ‘’me’’ (︶◡︶) i saw his room mate before going to TheMines
today.but you know me~in this world there are only a few boys that I’m not shy
of.so I just watched him from a distance and walked away.teeheehee boy!today’s
piece is a hella long one!but then, I want to remember this memories
forever.i’m scared that if I didn’t write this, I’ll eventually forget about it.
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