1st July 2013

1^st July 2013 – 12.46 am

                O-M-G!how dare he!!!he’s married!!!!!!!!(fuuuuuhhhhh…..!!!!)I mean…not ‘him’, but my friend’s friend.and I called my friend just now.she cried a whole lot!stupid, silly, damn jerk!he knew already that my friend reaaaaalllllly loves him so why did he sent her a message about his marriage???darn it!what’s the point of apologizing now?makes her hurts more.’guys’-never trust ‘em.you see…this man,the my friend love,was once a guy that I really fond of.and I thought he WAS the one for my friend.i really trusted him and sees him different from other jerks.but then,silly me, he IS THE SAME AS THE JERKS OUT THERE.he chased after her and when he don’t love her anymore he just abandoned her when she has started to fall in love with him.WHAT THE…??i mean…what more can I trust from a man?IF a guy like him-that I considered to be like fallen angel-can make my friend reallllly heartbroken like that…LET ALONE the others who are at first worse than him.geezzz…i like ‘him’.not because of I think I can trust him.never.i’m glad that we never really had a real conversation before.just like this, I don’t have to trust him in order to like him.i’m afraid, scared that when I trust a man, fall in love with him, told him, and then somehow he disappoint me, taking my faith away from him, I can’t imagine how heartbroken I will be, and how hurt is that.i’m afraid that if I told a guy that I like him, then we had a relationship, then I find out that he doesn’t really love me, I will seriously, definitely, CRACKS.so…I think it’s better like this.liking someone but he never know about it.so that he can never hurt me intentionally.kekeke kk gtg now.sleepy~have classes tomorrow and got lotsa homework I didn’t finish yet.uhuhuhuhuh night night ^^