Sweet Dreams ^_^

                Ever heard of sweet dreams? Why, you ask me? Because… it happened to me! Yes, to me! >.< Not sweet dreams actually, just sweet dream… but it really happened! Yesterday morning! Ahh… there’s also one dream the day before yesterday that relate with this sweet dream of mine, maybe? Coz there’s a lot of common things… Ok let me rephrase this for a better understanding. For the past two days, I kinda started to feel really, really, reallllly, sleepy after my mom goes to work. Not slightly after, like, at 11 or so. My brain was like, ‘’sleep gurl, sleep!’’. So I slept. So I dreamt. 

The first day or the day before yesterday, I dreamt about this guy, my current batch mate, also my leader for an organization. He is a devoted one; reaaaallly devoted one (in my opinion). He is that good, I mean a good leader, responsible, brave enough, friendly (what I want to point out here is that he is one good, pious person) that I kinda felt embarrassed each time we pass each other. Don’t know how he ended up in my dream, act :/ … Anyway, it happened right here, at my house. He mysteriously came to my house, with his family. And here comes the strange part. Remember that I said he is a devoted one? Don’t get another idea. In my dream, he IS still devoted. Also his family is. They are all devoted, the type of happy, peaceful family, who live in Islamic way of life. Except for one person; his sister I guess. Coz she’s taller, and seemed older and more matured. She didn’t wore a scarf, she had this goth cloth, had punk-like make up on… Just like Annabelle from the horror movie ‘Mama’, exactly like the one. And she’s sooo friendly, so nice despite her looks. She made me and my family feels like we’ve known each other for ages! And my house at that time was spick and span, clean, spotless! And what I remember after that is riding the train with him while I wiped a whole bunch of bananas that my mom gave me. Nothing more, I guess I woke up after that. So that’s my first dream. I wrote it coz I think it relate with my sweet >.< dream.

So yesterday, I felt really sleepy. So I slept, which I really thank God I did so >.<! For this time I don’t really remember. My memories, they scattered. But I still remember the pieces. I just don’t remember the arrangement. What I remember was… lemme start with the creepy one. It happened at a place, which I remember resembled my house, but it was slightly different… Why I ended up there, idk. But there were monsters, baby monster… but the scariest things for me is… SPIDERS!!! >o<!!! A lot of them fell on me! Like rains of spiders! Gosh I freaked out like hell! Then I remember I was in my house… here’s the fun + sweet + unforgettable part >.<~ He came to my house! >.<~ My tsumetai akuma… ^^ and also with his family. Want to know what were strange here? He came with his family, and they all looked devoted to me! Seriously… like seriously??? I mean, if it’s his other family members, I can act believe in what I saw… but he also?? What happened to him? Did the Aliens abducted him and done something to his head?? Well, of course it was just a dream… No use to wonder more. But then, we talked, family to family, like we’ve known each other for ages too. And the best part is… he talked to me!!!  (TT-TT)b… this is soooo touching :’) … He talked to me,,, just like he remember who I am, he recognized me, he was aware of my existence! God, I can’t ask for no more! And my sis already had some rough joke on him, which shows that we were so close… Deary me! And my house at that time was not so clean. I had to start spring cleaning while he and his family were there. But I don’t feel burdened at all! It felt so natural… like, nobody even cares that the house is messy, as long as someone is trying to clean it. And I guess we all cleaned the house together. And I remember the scene changed from my house to somewhere else, but in my dream I recognized that place as UPM… the place where we both used to be. And I remember I told my mom that he’s going to Japan… and I remember I told him that I never thought that we would meet again, at that place, at UPM. Then I remember no more… there were things about me and my hostel, and my fellow, but it’s not so important to be remembered :P… teeheehee… But anyway, this is seriously the sweetest dream of mine so far (^^,)… I don’t want to forget so…I wrote this…

Just wondering, if there’s something behind these dreams… are they related? Coz there were some commons things. Like, where it occurred, or those who came, or the difference in the state of the house… If…only if these mean that there is still some hope in getting his sanity back, or meeting him in such circumstances; where he remembers me, recognizes me, friends with me… I really hope it will come true one day :’( … Even though the creepy part and the messy house might mean that the road will be hard… I can accept it. I will accept it. I’ll endeavor myself. It was my determination that I want to change for ore no tsumetai akuma >.<~ So then, sleep well everyone!!! Hope u’ll have sweet dreams too! ;)